...because I can.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

I Hate Ugly People


Tell me,
when you see a woman like me,
do you feel animosity,
hatred even jealousy?

I’m living MY life for me, but can we say the same about you? Tryna bring me down? that’s what UGLY people do. He lied to me, cried to me, confided in me, how’s that for a story? It so pathetic, what a shame! To him, it was all a game, me and you, easily interchanged …so I guess, you don’t deserve all the blame. But I finally got it, and yet you? YOU stick it through. Well, guess what… the joke is on you!! Go ahead and lay in bed with a straying, lying, defiling BOY who wouldn't even claim…He ever even knew a chick like you.

Either with me or with you, he's satisfied
compliments support his argument
thus, it's ratified
in his mind, he makes up lines
The lines he spits are full of wit
but behind the facade
hides something odd
an ugly truth, a goddamn shame
he says “don’t hate the playa, hate the game”
His ugliness is quite apparent
not in his smile, nor his style,
but if you look deep in his eyes
you’ll see all the lies.

Ugliness is not on the outside, but on the inside, in the darkest corners, it tends to hide, it sits and waits using charm as bait, praying for the next victim, unsuspecting women, who don’t even know what has yet to hit them.

Even smart girls put up an unbreakable wall
or they are sure to fall.
When he looks in their direction,
they foresee the deception
for they know better than to settle for ugly guys,
the ones who hide all their beast-like instincts inside.
So remember their wrong doings and sinister ways
never getting caught in their deceitful maze,
you're better than them and in the end,
it will be YOUR money he spends
Find a guy who wont make you cry, treat you like a Queen.
Purge yourself of those ugly kids' dreams.

They whisper sweet nothings in your ear, only loud enough for YOU to hear, but, when they disappear, you are alone, left with detest, they’re out with the next-- flavor of the week…But if it’s true love you seek, don’t believe the lies or it will lead to your demise, not of your relationship, but of your trust, once it’s gone, forever its lost.

Respect for oneself goes on top of the rest
with the ugly ones don’t even take the time to reflect
Spend NO precious time except this rhyme
For when he realizes what he had,
it will be all HIS bad,
too late to negotiate
the terms of the agreement,
its time for bereavement,
he’ll repent and take back the things he resents
but it wont ever be enough,
in life it’s just too tough,
to forgive a liar, who confused love with desire,
took my kindness for weakness, put me at the bottom of his list
of priority, he wasn't ready for a WOMAN like me
so settled for a GIRL just as ugly as HE....

No, I’m not hurt, I’m PISSED, a mile long list, of love words he used, a relationship ensued, I have to admit, he won me over, juuust a little bit. But now I see, the ugliness that is HE, he needs to be put in his place; NO ONE lies to my face.

Everything happens for a reason, for him the season
has finally expired, no apology required,
no tears will be shed,
just another lost friend,
so now I bid you adieu coupled with a: “FUCK YOU, too!”

Just a waste of my time, that’s cause me to rhyme, the bitterness gets old, though I’ve a heart of gold, my story was untold, so now, with that being said, I’ve stopped seeing red and can sleep without thoughts of HIM in my head.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

the key to this that every smart girl plays the dumb girl at some point in their life….…its just after the fact that we see those signs, those red flags……that were there all along, just we chose not to see.
i think its about keeping our eyes able to see that red, know when let go, and yet still have a heart that’s resilient enough that allows us to not search for it in the next one, or to prevent us from finding something better.

5:29 PM  

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